WHY?

Hoje vou postar uma coisa diferente... Não vou falar sobre anime, vou pôr aqui uma coisa que escrevi ontem (o que é muito raro) ... Quem ler isto não seja muito mauzinho, pois esta foi para aí a primeira vez em que escrevi alguma coisa do género. Aqui vai...

"Why? Tell me why do I have to suffer for the sake of someone that doesn't care for me... Even knowing that I'm the only person in the whole world that can help her to achieve what she wants, she doesn't even bother to look at me and ask me how I am... This hurts so much.
Hurt... Does she even dream that I'm this hurt? That I feel this pain inside? That I can feel? Or am I just an object? Yes... To her I am nothing but an object, a tool that she still needs. That's the reason why she lets me stay here.
Half of me hates her. Hates her because she doesn't care about me... Because she doesn't want me... Because she doesn't acknowledge my existence!
The other half hates me because I hate her... That's the part which loves her... The part which cares about her... Which wants her by my side... Which would die for her...
Although she despises me, I still yearn for her love... I wouldn't even mind if, when she meets me, she would only bothers to say "Hi!"... That would mean that she knew that I existed.
And again... Why do I care? It's not like she has ever been nice to me since I was born. It's not like she has once tried to get to know me. No. But why? Why does she hate me that much?
Tell me why do you hate me? Tell me, Mother..."

SAIYUKI RELOAD

Já acabei de ver Saiyuki Gensomaden, agora comecei a ver a outra temporada Saiyuki Reload...

(Eu acho que só venho cá escrever de anime para dizer que escrevo no blog -.-' )